R.I.P Axel....

<sub>I never try to get away on daydreams anymore
Love's taken me to places that I've never been before
But if it's not heaven when you're holding me
It's the way that heaven oughta be
-Reba Mcentire

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me
-Tim Mcgraw

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do
-Rascal Flatts</sub>

I can't believe he's gone really..... Two weeks after Axel and I broke up he said he had cancer... And now he's gone.... I feel terrible for all the things I said about him... I'm seriously crying right now... I'm a total mess... I got a text from my friend Josh saying "R.I.P Axel" and I started to cry even harder... I can't believe it... I really can't.... The picture you're viewing is what he looked like... He was sweet, honest, a bit childish and a wonderful person. He knew what he did and he was understanding. Always donating his money to cancer foundations... He was such a wonderful person and I feel greatful for dating him and spending the time I have with him. It's so hard typing all this.... The lyrics above are some songs from his favorite country artists.... I'm really going to miss him...

<sub>...Rest peacefully Axel Farlen... Or also known as our Greece...
DOB: March, 22nd, 1988
DOD: July, 23rd, 2011, passed away at 23 years old..
Last words: "This is my apology, to all and everyone I have done something wrong too. I apologize for hurting you."

Lyrics (C) Rascal Flatts, Tim Mcgraw, & Reba Mcentire</sub>